Interlude in Imladris

Chapter 10: Sadness and Sorrow

by Jay of Lasgalen

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Darian followed the elf to the kitchens. He was swiftly given food: new, warm bread, meat carved off the spits in the hearth, cool water drawn from the springs below the caverns; a flask of wine. Having lived off trail rations for the past two days, it seemed a feast. He ate swiftly, drinking the fresh water gratefully, but leaving the wine. He was unused to it, and did not wish to appear muddle-headed in front of the elves.

“How did you come to be in Lasgalen?” asked the elf who had served him.

“Your messenger came through my village two days ago.  I could see he was injured, and feared he’d not make it through the forest. He wouldn’t stop, but I couldn’t leave him to ride on alone, so decided to go with him. Your folk helped my village two years ago, when we suffered from severe flooding. It was something I could do in return. That’s all.”

The elf looked at him questioningly. “Your village ... Verush? Is that it?”

Darian nodded, surprised that the elf knew of it.

“Then you may remember our prince. Legolas brought one of his patrols to you to help.”

Darian vividly remembered the elves who had helped save his village. They had worked alongside the villagers, drenched from the teeming rain, digging ditches to divert flood waters, filling sandbags, moving cattle to higher ground, and wrapping food supplies in skins before hoisting them into the trees. The one in charge had been the butt of much humour when he slipped, falling full length in the filthy water. He had sat there, dripping, hair a muddy brown, swearing like a foot soldier - in Westron. Legolas ... yes, that had been the name.

“He said after that Elvish didn’t contain the words he needed to say,” said Darian, relating the tale.

The elf gave a wry smile and a nod. “Yes, that sounds like Legolas.”

“He was your prince? I had no idea. I’m truly sorry for your loss.”

His companion inclined his head, acknowledging Darian’s words. “Please, come with me. A room has been prepared for you. You will find us poor company tonight, but tomorrow we will arrange an escort for you. There are ... messages to take to our kindred.”

~~**~~

Five days after leaving Imladris, Legolas drew near to Lasgalen.  He had made good time, but was beginning to be disturbed by a vague sense of wrongness. Something was amiss in the forest.  He frowned, trying to identify what it was. He felt a slight sense of unease, not much as yet, but there was something, and there did not seem to be any shadows from Dol Guldur. The forest sounds were there, birdsong and insects, the constant murmur of leaves stirring. So what was it?  He realised it was the trees.  They were sad, and sang a song of sorrow.

He quickened his pace, and emerged from the path, joining with the road that lead west from Esgaroth, before turning north to his father’s halls.  As he approached, something still seemed wrong, and a deep sense of unease, growing to dread crept upon him.  He realised he had not seen or heard anyone yet. Normally there would be hunting parties out, the sound of weapons practice from the armoury, voices, shouts and laughter. There was nothing. The whole of Lasgalen seemed deserted. Where was everyone? What had happened?

There was still no sense of evil, but the stillness was unnerving.  As Legolas came to the two tall trees that marked the entrance to Lasgalen, he stopped dead, staring upwards in shock. Usually two banners flew from tall poles, one bearing the sign of a tree, and the other the oak-leaf symbol and insignia of Lasgalen, so familiar he barely noticed them normally.

But now it was different. The banners hung limply half-way down the poles, and both had the white edge of mourning. It signified a death in the royal household. Legolas could just remember seeing the banners like this once before, when his mother had died.

He stared at the banners numbly, still disbelieving. It could only mean one thing. His father was dead. But how? What had happened? He swallowed against a hard lump in his throat, and realised he was shaking.

He dismounted from Pavisel, leaving him to graze, and slowly crossed the bridge to the doors. The sentries stared at him, seeming startled by his appearance; and one spoke, but Legolas took no notice; did not even hear him. He headed instinctively for the Great Hall where feasts were held, and where his father sat in judgement or to hear requests and petitions.  Like the corridors and halls, it was now silent and deserted. Somehow the stillness, more than anything else, convinced him that his father was indeed gone.

Thranduil’s crown lay abandoned on a small table at the side of the throne. It changed with the seasons, and was now crafted of autumn leaves, berries, nuts and acorns. Legolas touched it with one hand, so gently the leaves did not stir or even rustle. He closed his eyes in desperate sorrow, and clenched his hands into fists.

“Oh, my father, what happened to you?” he murmured. “Why was I not here? If I had not gone to Imladris; if I had returned with Nifael, maybe I would have been here when you needed me.  I should have been here.”

Slowly Legolas sank down to sit on the steps of the throne - his now, he realised with a sudden jolt. He was king of Lasgalen. It was a title he had never wanted, or even expected to inherit. His life as a warrior had made the succession uncertain at times. Although as a child he had often sat there, pretending, now that it was real, it was different.

Strangely, it was his mother’s death he now remembered. That had been so very, very long ago - he had been a child of just ten. There had been a long, dark night, full of grim faces, hurried whispers and running feet.

He had known there was something wrong, but no-one would tell him anything. No-one had come to send him to bed. No-one even noticed him, crouched in a corner of the corridor.

Later, much later, his father had come to him. He was crying. He had explained, haltingly, that Telparian had gone to join grandfather Oropher in the Halls of Mandos - and the new baby sister had gone with her.

It was scant consolation, now, to know that Thranduil had at last been reunited with her. With all of them.

He remembered, as well, the close bond he had had with his father, the lively discussions they had had - furious arguments, sometimes - mostly about Thranduil’s isolationist policies, his mistrust of other races, what Legolas saw as his father’s over-protectiveness. While Legolas had finally won this final argument, there had been little movement in other areas. Thranduil could never forget his experiences before Mordor in the Last Alliance, and what he saw as Isildur’s weakness and treachery.

But over recent years things had improved. The trade agreements between Lasgalen and Esgaroth were now far more amicable, and there were even trade negotiations - albeit limited - with the dwarves of the Lonely Mountain. The Battle of Five Armies had changed many things.

When the goblins and wargs had attacked so suddenly, everything had changed. Ancient enmities became ancient history.  Legolas and his father had been fighting desperately, side by side, all differences with the dwarves forgotten. At the end, Thorin had fallen, but Thranduil had made his peace with the dwarf, and returned Orcrist to him before he died.

There were other memories, too, of rides together beneath the beeches of Lasgalen, of laughter, shared moments, the time when Alfiel, Tirnan and Tionel had managed to get both Legolas and Thranduil drunk on the Dorwinion wine - much to the mirth of all present.

But that was all finished now, no more. Now all that was left were the memories.  He still wore one memory on a slender chain of mithril around his neck – a memento of a very special day he and his father had shared.  Reaching inside his tunic, Legolas pulled out a small, flattish stone, a naturally-formed hole through the centre.  It was worn smooth, highly polished after years of being worn next to his skin.  Fingering the stone absently, he sat alone in the Great Hall and remembered.

~~**~~

Thranduil’s steward Tionel came in at the far end of the hall by the windows. He carried a large glass bowl, painted with scenes of the Battle of Five Armies, a gift from the people of Lake Town. Thranduil was depicted on it, and Legolas, together with the dwarves, Bard, and the great eagles.   Tionel did not immediately notice the still figure, sitting with head bowed on the steps. When the image registered itself on his mind, he stared, his face ashen. The glass bowl slipped from nerveless fingers and fell to the floor, smashing into a thousand rainbow coloured shards, glinting in the sunlight.

Legolas turned sharply at the crash. He had been so lost in thought he had not heard Tionel enter. He stood abruptly, brushing a hand across his eyes.  “Tionel. Where is everyone? What - what happened?”

Tionel stood staring at him for so long Legolas wondered if he had spoken aloud. Then, very hesitantly, the steward answered.  “Legolas?  Is it really you?” He sounded puzzled.

“Yes, of course it is!”  Legolas exclaimed impatiently.  “Who were you expecting?  Tionel … how did he die?  What happened?”

“What happened?”  Tionel repeated blankly.  “Legolas, we have been asking ourselves the same question.”

Legolas swore.  “I knew I should have been here!  I should never have gone to Imladris – there was no need to go chasing trolls!  My place is here, I should have been at his side – perhaps then it would never have happened!”

“Legolas, what do you mean?

“I just rode in,” Legolas explained. “You should have received my message by now.  I ... saw the banners outside.” He paused before he could continue. “I know my father is dead, but will you please tell me what happened!” His grief was beginning to be replaced by exasperation and anger.

Tionel was still staring at him, dumbfounded. Then he shook himself, as if coming out of a daze. His usual commonsense began to re-assert itself. “You sent a message?”

“Yes, with Nifael,” Legolas replied impatiently. “Did he deliver it? I should have his ears for this! Tionel, please tell me one thing – how did he die?”  His voice broke slightly on the last plea.

Tionel concentrated on the most important thing. “There is nothing wrong with your father that the sight of you will not cure.  The message we received yesterday said you were dead - Legolas, Lasgalen is in mourning for you, not your father!”

Legolas gazed at Tionel, trying to understand the chain of events.   He wondered how his straightforward message could have been so misunderstood, with such devastating consequences, and vowed he would kill Nifael personally.

But one simple fact shone clear and bright, like a beacon. His father was alive. That was all that mattered. The relief hit him like a blow, and he sank back down onto the steps.

“Thank the Valar,” he whispered softly.  Then the secondary fact hit him, almost as hard, and he jumped to his feet again. “Wait a moment, he thinks me dead?  Tionel, I must go to him. Where is he?”


Legolas ran swiftly up the stairs, two at a time, as he made his way to his father’s rooms.  At the door, he paused, uncharacteristically hesitant. What, in the name of all the Valar, could he say?  He opened the door and slipped into the room. There was a table just inside the door, bearing two trays. One held vegetables and meat - venison, cooked in a rich sauce. It was cold and congealed. An unopened flask of wine stood on the tray. A second tray held bread and fruit, also untouched.

Legolas crossed the room to where his father stood, staring out of the windows at the tops of the tallest trees in the forest. Thranduil turned slowly at the soft sound of footsteps behind him.

“Tionel, please …” He broke off, staring in unbelieving hope.

“Father,” said Legolas in the same instant. Father and son gazed at one another, and swiftly closed the short gap between them, embracing tightly, as if their grip could repel the bitter memories.  “I thought you were dead,” both said at once.

Thranduil cradled the blond head against his shoulder, burying his face in the soft hair.  This was a moment he had never imagined he would ever experience again.  “I never thought to see you again,”  he murmured.  “The message – they told me you were dead.  I thought you were dead, elfling.”

Legolas nodded, without once lifting his head from his father’s shoulder.  “I know,” he whispered.  “Tionel said.  But why?”

Thranduil hesitated.  He could recall little of Alfiel’s words the day before, or what Tionel had subsequently said to him.  “I think Nifael had been injured.  He said something about trolls.  And I had had a dream.  About you, fighting some trolls – one of them hit you.”  He drew back a little, touching Legolas’s brow, still faintly discoloured, very gently.  “Just here.  My mother at times had the gift of foresight – I knew it was a true dream.”

“It was true – but I was injured, not killed.”  Legolas hugged his father tightly again.  “I believed you dead, too.  The forest felt wrong – the trees were mourning; telling me ‘he is dead’.  Then I saw the banners, and all my fears were confirmed.”  He shuddered, and tightened his embrace.

They stood together, silent now, neither willing to release the other, rejoicing in the great gift they had been given.

~~**~~

Later, Legolas went to the infirmary to see Nifael. A message had come from Tirana that he had finally regained consciousness, and was utterly mortified at the consequences of his misheard message.

Nifael was propped against several pillows, but tried to sit upright as he saw Legolas approaching. “My Lord!  Forgive me, my Lord, it was all my fault.  I took the wrong turning, and was attacked by goblins. I lost your letter, and when I got to Lasgalen ....”

“When he got to Lasgalen, your fool of a second did not hear what he was saying.” Alfiel finished from behind him. “Legolas, I am so sorry. I did not hear all of Nifael’s message. The part I did hear ..... I should have made certain. Forgive me.”

“There is nothing to forgive,”  Legolas reassured them both.  “You did nothing wrong.  It was just – unfortunate.”

Nifael described how he had got lost, and the orc attack: “I should have been more careful. I lost the letter, and could not even deliver your message properly.  Forgive me, my Lord.”

“Nifael, stop it! I told you, you did nothing wrong. You acted in the highest traditions of the messenger service, you are a credit to them. Despite your injuries, you delivered your message safely. You did well.”

Nifael glowed at the praise. “Thank you, my Lord!”

“However, there is one more thing I have to say to you. I want you to listen carefully.” Legolas sounded deadly serious now, and Nifael’s smile faded. He looked apprehensive.  “Stop saying ‘my Lord’ all the time. I have a name. Please use it.”

Nifael’s smile had returned, and Alfiel was trying not to laugh.  “Yes, my - Legolas. I will try.”

Legolas turned to the healer. “Tirana! There will be a feast tonight. Will he be well enough to come?”

Tirana looked at Nifael gravely. “No, absolutely not!  But no doubt a flask or two of wine will find its way here.  Just be careful. No dancing!”

“Your father has ordered a celebration, then?” asked Alfiel.

“A celebration?   Feasts and festivities.  Jollifications and jubilations.  Dancing and Dorwinion.  Music and – and,” Legolas stopped, unable to continue his alliterations.

“Merriment?” Alfiel supplied.  “I get the picture!  And from what I saw as I came past the kitchens, it was organising itself!”

~~**~~

News of Legolas’ return had spread even faster than Nifael’s original message, fuelled by Tionel, and the guards at the entrance who had seen Legolas. Its progress could be followed by the sound of shouts, joyous laughter, and cries of elation. As night fell, lamps were lit, hanging in the trees, floating on the water, lining the paths and illuminating every window.  The whole of Lasgalen seemed ablaze with light.  The feast was memorable. There was meat, huge haunches of venison spit-roasted over open fires, freshly baked breads, cheeses, fruit grown in the palace gardens, and wine - even Thranduil’s favourite Dorwinion, as Legolas had promised.

The laughter, music and song echoed around Lasgalen, penetrating deep into the forest, as the celebrations lasted far into the night. Dancers moved in intricate patterns, silhouetted against the flames and flickering lanterns.

Flushed with wine and the rigours of a particularly strenuous dance, Legolas sank to the grass by his father’s feet.  All was right with the world.  He was home once more, and wondered if he would ever want to leave again.

The End

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